Monday, May 18, 2009

i dunno yoooo

i dont keep up with the haters. those who go out there way to throw trash on me in my face, with a smile. Sad like, child like. i blame that on there surrounds and give them respect for trying to acknowledge the truth. i give u two thumbs up- now please back down. do your research- youve got miles to walk. you have no idea what is real!

you, your nothing. beating me down hurting me. strong built lets thanks the yoga i have strength in me. your not coming in, kicking and screaming scratching and punching. I will not go down without or fight, i will not be entered. fuck it- ill go out swinging even though i know i can beat a man.

i face so much.

everything i have i got. why must my quote on quote lack of materials bother you? when im so completely happy this way. the road to the top is the road less traveled. Fake people connecting with me to fill voids in hearts- i entertain the bullshit and fed them lies. =]

my head is dizzy- ive fallen on the floor...why is she just watching..why doesn't she hear me cry? shes getting into the car- wheels run over my bag.. i hear a pop and a face is soo wet.

im happy this way- less is more.. i dont even care to be spoken to. keeping up with the masses is B.S when i know what is real- questions i chose to not even acknowledge, numbers i dont even store.

a cracked window.......
my left arm is weak...
still soo dizzy..............

the E.R.

everything flashes-

i seen my dad, my aunts, him holding my hand..
i seen me older- on top..without the braces.........
i seen me with my kids- and him with his locks..

i seen so much. i feel it inside-
nothing can break me.

-l o v e

ohhh yeahhh---

  • the NYC trip was LOVE. i even went to philly! =]
  • ive designed a new hair style. =] yeahh and everybody is gonna steal it, 3 years later. smh
  • congrads to kelis for being prego for nas!
  • big up for the rain- the grass and flowers needed it.

im doing fathers day paintings- 50$ upfront and 50$ later. Just send me the money and your favorite photo of the old man.

p.o box 772245 coral springs FL 33077 ( send to Ms.Deslandes)